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Satisfaction and joy is running through me; hoping this blog will continue to reach people from different countries, backgrounds, and cultures has always been a dream, and I will do my best in making this dream come true.
Gmail is becoming one of the most reliable, and spacious emailing host websites, with its incredible interface. You cannot join and create an email unless you get an ‘invite’ from a current user. It’s a new system they created. For that I am giving away invites for those who are interested in creating a new email address at Gmail.
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Note: Changing the password is highly recommended as soon as possible.

”I'll make him an offer he can't refuse.”
-Michael Carleone in the Godfather: Part I
"Fredo, you're my older brother and I love you, but don't ever take sides with anyone against the family again. Ever."
-Michael Carleone in the Godfather: Part I
"I always tell the truth. Even when I lie."
- Tony Montana in Scarface.
"You need people like me. You need people like me so you can point your f***in' fingers and say, 'That's the bad guy.' So what that make you?"
- Tony Montana in Scarface
"No matter how big a guy might be, Nicky would take him on. You beat Nicky with fists, he comes back with a bat. You beat him with a knife, he comes back with a gun. And you beat him with a gun, you better kill him, because he'll keep comin' back and back until one of you is dead."
- Sam "Ace" Rothstein in Casino.
"Let me give you a little inside information about God. God likes to watch. He's a prankster. Think about it. He gives man instincts. He gives you this extraordinary gift, and then what does He do, I swear for His own amusement, his own private, cosmic gag reel, He sets the rules in opposition. It's the goof of all time. Look but don't touch. Touch, but don't taste. Taste, don't swallow."
- John Milton in The Devil’s Advocate.
“I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One”
-Seth in City Of Angels.
“When they send for you, you go in alive, you come out dead, and it's your best friend that does it.”
- Lefty in Donnie Brasco.
“They fuck you and fuck you and fuck you, and just when you think it's over, that's when the real fucking begins!”
- Conrad Van Orton in The Game.
I woke up disappointed today just being where I am. Nothing around me has changed since last night but I guess my perspective on things did . . . a life surrounded by friends and family can seem pretty heavenly. Yet, when you’re trapped in an environment where you are deprived of a basic emotion called enthusiasm, your life does start to become more and more tedious as you watch every day pass by with nothing exciting to do or look forward to. Life tends to loose its essence and things do turn horribly dull. My options here are very limited in general, with very few things to do. It is such a struggle to get out of bed when there is nothing to get you going.
Happiness, it is a moment in time when you forget the pain you went through, and you’re ignorant of the worries that await you. It starts the instant your mind gets caught up in the present moment.
*I have never written a poem in my life but I thought it’s about time I give it a try. its called 'Trapped'.
Happy or sad, what’s the difference?
Its only time that makes a difference
People smile and laugh as well
But it's pain suppressed I see very well.
Of a place far away from here
Just to wake up and see how stupid I can be
I am trapped here, and there is no leaving for me.

Here they are:
I have a lot on my mind and I know it will have great effects on you as you are reading it just as it did on me while writing it... I also want you to know that writing this wasn’t easy for me on an emotional level. I know we have both been through a lot over the years and I understand that we both have changed. Every time this subject is brought up I can’t help but remember the debate in one of the philosophy classes I had at Bentley, the professor said ‘the only thing constant in life is constant change’ which I think is very ironic in a way... The point I am getting at is that I know you have changed but as a reaction my feelings are changing as well.
It was such a delight talking to you when you used to go on and on about how u felt about things, telling me things u noticed, and things you have been through, now it seems like your favourite subjects has turned into: who flirted with you, how guys feel about u, and last but not least your looks and cloths.. Even though they are coming out of the same mouth in the same voice I still don’t feel like I am talking to the same person and I can honestly tell u that I miss the old u...
After examining them I realized the soul of the problem. I highlighted certain words and phrases that made the matter crystal clear and realized where I have gone wrong, and most of all the main reason behind my confusion.
***Note: i am really sick of this & i feel like writing something stupid hehe
***To be Continued!